Saturday, 19/09/2009
Today is the last day of the fasting month. Many things suddenly come in my mind. About my self.. yeah,,,about me that have already changed from time and time. Sometimes I miss myself when I was in Senior High School. Many people said that I was a cheerful girl, a fighting girl and innocent girl.. hehehe.. I don’t know, now I feel that I am now not like I was yesterday. Humph.. that is properly, because life never stops and always goes on. Oh yeah. when I was in senior high, I always wore a skirt and wore trousers rarely. But now, I feel that I wear skirt rarely and more usually wear trousers. Huff….

My memories in Islamic Boarding house come to me too and know I really miss them. Prayed together, read a holy Quran together.. everything about togetherness. There was not individualism. Sometimes I have a desire to stay in Islamic Boarding House again to study about religion deeper again. I felt that I have left the good lesson that was taught my ustadz/ustadzah, like read istigotsah after subuh pray, read tahlilan in Thursday and soon. But, I still try to not to leave all of them and I hope it will always continue until tomorrow.. Amin….

Hmmm… I really want to be the better person from day to day… Always do something good and be the useful person, do good habitual and always do “amalan” from my beloved Darul Ulum… hehhehe…

Oh ya.. yesterday I asked my friends to critic my bad attitude. They said that I seem too weak to face the heavy problem, lack of doing hard to someone, so that’s why sometimes I seemed a weak person. really easy to get confused, and when I get bad mood I can be “suram” girl.. =P.. Everything you said friends.. thanks a lot, I’ll try to be the better person…..^^v

“Memang baik jadi orang penting, tapi lebih penting jadi orang baik……”

Sunday. 13/09/2009

Home…. Sweet home….

Our home is the heaven in the world..

Don’t you?..^^

Saturday, 12/09/2009

Welcome Student Day!!!!! Welcome the Fighting day!!!

Today was our day, my day in my job as the advicer to my freshman. Being an advicers to Pattimura! Glory.. glory.. Pattimura!! Yup, Pattimura is the name of my group. Actually became an advisors was not easy. We must be guide our “child” and be the good example for them. So, being an advisors had a big responsibility to give the good lesson to freshman and today I did it!

Fortunately, Pattimuras were obedient person, easy to give a guide enough, funny, and I like their spirit. Oh ya, Pattimuras were nice and charming enough,,(hehehe,, hopefully, they didn’t read it, it will make them be a big head). Pattimura did some unique habitual too, hmmm.. like always show Rp.1000 money.. hwekekekek., there was picture of Pattimura there!

Student day…. With Bravo….. Let’s go forward!!!. It was our yel2.. although we were fasting, but the spirit to loud it still must be cheers…

Though, the cheerfull in the morning, afternoon, and evening actually didn’t really same in the night. At night I like an unshapped human.. heehehe…

Friday, 11/09/2009

Hurrayyyy…. Finally my blog has been already given a comment. After many times Fida and I tried to do some operation in our blog, didn’t know what we did in our blog, just using feeling and trying error still didn’t get the nihil result..ough. But fortunately, Fida had inisiative to ask Goggle uncle and Goggle answered it. And finally, tarraaaaaaaaa….. our blog can be commented. So, who will be the person who get the achievement give the most comment to me?hehehe…

Wednesnay, 09/09/2009

Happy.. happy.. buber with my friends. After the long searching to look for the cozy place and still available for 15 persons. Yahh.. I think that this plan is very in hurry. Yesterday we planned and today we did it. Altough, in the beginning, some of my friends and I got difficulties to devine the place. In the first time, we planned in Rumah Makan Solo, but actually after Uli and Putri checked that place whether it still the empty place for us, it has already full. Ough… after that, we discussed to decide the alternative place. We asked to everyone where the good place that properly as place for buber. We had 4 alternative places, they were Dapur Kota and Steak n Shake in Soekaro Hatta, Sambal-Sambal in ITN, and the last Fajar Teaching near from Matos. But, finally Steak and Shake was our choice because it was the only one place that still empty place, but we must came early to block that empty place.

“Hey.. it’s mine.. it’s yours..”.. hahaha so crowded when the waiter delivered our delivery. Oh,, we were in hungry.. Buber not just eat together but also took a picture together… near with togetherness..^^

Wew… the nice journey (rather exaggerated) really we did it.. we walked when we went to Steak and Shake and when back.. huhuhu.. yeah, never mind, maybe it was like a diet for us, after felt full, the stomach got bigger, we walked in the long road made our stomach got small again.. ahahahai…. In the other words, I called it eat meal made the stomach big and will made you seemed fat but eat a road made stomach small. And will made you seemed thin. So, what will you choose?=P

Tuesday, 08/09/2009

Everytime I think about you…

Can’t make my brain stop to imagine you

You with the beautiful clover in,

So sweety like a honey

So tired and so sick

Until I realized that my heart have been stolen by you

The more I close to you, the more I getting so nerveous

Still I failed.. fall down..

Go stress….

But still try to understand you,

Do something that makes me feel happy like a winner

Oh..Ranch Rash..

Why you are so puzzling to finish your game?????....!!!!

Monday, 07/09/2009

*The day in the puzzling of listening…*

Listening..

Ough…

Why are you so difficult to understand??

Try to understand you..

Deeper and deeper…

Come to you, hear everything you say..

But.. I’m so sorry..

Still..

I can’t understand you..

Forgive me I still can’t caught what you say..

But, I’ll learn you..

To be a good listener..

Sunday, 06/09/2009

When the fresh air still in my atmosphere

Jogging == >Walking, sitting, and taking picture??????

Hohohoho.. Today I had a plan to go to jog with my friend.. yeah.. after so long I didn’t do that. The planning we would jogging at 6 Am, but actually “jam karet” still there. So, we jogging at 6.30 AM.. hehehe…. Everything we have planned not same in the fact. We didn’t jog anymore, just walked, moreover took a picture!!!!! Hahaha… so narcism. We walk around Brawijaya university, shake a head to the left, to the right, laugh, and “geje”..=P. There was no idea after that, we sat near from “The big band” and you know??? Brawijaya university became a kindergarten park.. hweehehehe.. there were many children played around us. Some of them there was played hide and seek, rode bicycle and the rest jus run around. Looked at them. We really ‘terkesima’.. hahaha. Honestly, they were so “funny”. Many thing that they did, made me laugh and they made me thought again, was I like them when I was child????.....

When people begin crowded buy some meal

Haish…… It was ‘buber’. This is buber of Darul Ulum Student, from various periods should come . It must be attended by Ninth, Gen X, Elv Army *my beloved friends*, Rholaz. Thirteen Legend and the older period that I didn’t know what it names. But why. there were so few Elv Army came. Just Silvy, two of my friends and me, there was not a boy, just 4 persons!!!! They rest were just my junior. But fortunately. In the last middle we eat, some of boys came. Yeahhh.. never mind, than there was nothing.. hehehehe…

Yup.. Hopefully the next ‘buber’., Elv Army can be more solid to attend that.

Mam, I'm so sorry, if that story not really same with the writing that I wrote in the book. My book was left by mistake in my boarding house. So, I try to write same with in my book, altough there were differences. For twice, I'm so sorry mam...
Nothing a man without mistake.. hehehe...
Thanks..=)

A Bad Feeling in the Public Transportation

I can't forget my memory when I lost my mobile phone in the public transportation. In December ago, I really didn't have money. So, I decided to take my money in the bank. I invited two of my friends to accompany me to go there by public transportation. My friends sat beside the driver and I sat in the back beside a man who wore shirt and trousers neatly. When I was there, I felt a bad feeling, but I didn't know what it was. On the way, suddenly the man who sat beside me asked me a tissue. Then I gave it to him although I was curiosity. Why did he ask me the tissue?moreover he didn't get perspirated, “my heart said. After that, a man who sat in front of me got carsick. I really felt that there was odd thing happened. “ How come there was the man got carsick in the public transportation?”, my head was puzzled. Next, not too long after that, the two men who sat beside and in front of me went off. Then, the driver asked me that there was something lost. For the first time, I didn't believe, but after I checked my bag, I realized that my mobile phone was lost!. After this incident, I got some lesson that going to somewhere must be careful and don't appraise someone just from his appearance.

Life never stop.. It must be continue,,whatever what we face out today is so hard, but life must go on..
It's like us.. We never stop in one place.. we move and move from one place to one place,,
Just step our feet with high spirit.. with good purpose hopefully whatever we do can be alright..
with the pure desire... "glass shoes" hopefully we can always walk in this life well...]
someone says that when you wear the beautiful shoes, you can go to the place you dream of..^^

Thursday, 03/09/09

Sometimes, the silly thing can make us laugh as something that has been happened this night. As usuall, for about 06.45 AM, we go to mosque to pray tarawih, and as usuall we always get place in the outdoor. In the middle of our pray, ‘something’ happened to Pinche, my friend. When she wanted to bow down ( take the forehead to prayermat), she was in trouble. She couldn’t it. Continuosly, she tried to bow down, but still she couldn’t. Her face so puzzled, I know from her face, because I was in her beside. She looked for the causes of it and it made me want to laugh and it was so funny!!!!! (hehehe… actually at that time I was praying, but honestly I couldn’t concentrate). You know that what happened to her?. Actually her praying-veil was hook on the nail!!! Because of that nail, her veil was been pulled ant it made her get difficult when she wanted to bow.Wakakakakakak…… It’s so ridiciluos…

Huff… because of it too, I left 2 “rakaat” tarawih… yeah, so that because I still can stop my laugh to her. I still remember her ‘puzzled’ face.. Forgive me God…

My lovely song....^^
It has been given my prince to me...
this song always songs in my heart....=)

If You're Not The One

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

Hope that..
it's true..
always and forever....

Wednesday, 2/09/09

Hoem… I was so sleepy. I didn’t sleep anymore after ‘sahur’. That was because I still had a homework that I haven’t done that. Mrs. Hamamah, my beautiful lecturer of Introduction of Linguistic subject had us to make three questions about our first chapter. That’s The Orginal of Language. Reading..reading and reading.. yeah I didn’t know what why I didn’t like it, especially for some serious article which made me so tired to read it. That’s possible when I was in reading class, I felt so bored and hoped that that class over soon hehehe….

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For about two hours, my eyes down and up, was searching some information about the literature work and article. Fiuh… It’s so make me puzzled…..+_+. After that I skip it and opened my facebook, my blog and some information about layout blogger. Ckckckck.. actually there were so much choice of layout and those were so cute and nice, but in the end I didn’t apply one of them on my blogger. Oh ya, there was silly thing happened today. Uli, my cute friend who I usually call her Nando today made my friends and I so popular today. Yeah.. we were the most wanted girl this year!!!!! She uploaded some ‘awesome’ photo that there weren’t the good pose. Yes… yes…. Good job my friend… today we were being like an artist. On this photo, there were Pidha, Putri, Pinche and. Pidha by her goggling eyes, Pinche by her pose like took a dump and she really get problem to out her ‘pump’(hehehe…. Sorry, rather impolite), Putri like a dangdut dancer thatn that photo she like a girlish girl,,,(peace for Putri=P) and I like a ‘conservative’ girl. Hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa….. every photo looks very “gorgeos.. ahahahai…but, thanks a lot for today friend. Without you, I can’t smile and laugh… I love u full… hehehe..^^v

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